full confession:
“it struck me once in Tori’s interview her words about “secret marriage”. but later a comedy i saw described our relationship better: “lets have a secret marriage, we will live separately, drive different cars, never to meet at work and never tell anyone about it.”
i guess i should stop it all to stay sane and capable to make real friends as you once kindly wished me. hopes and guesses are disassembling me. the only healing thought is that you don’t need me. and i don’t need the person who took pains to get rid of me.”
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