Full Confession:

“I can’t listen to Raspberry Swirl without thinking about her. I wouldn’t feel so bad if I wasn’t engaged to him. 

I love him, I really do, but when I think of her, I’m reminded how much I miss the female form and the softness of a woman’s affection. I don’t know if I want to be taken care of, I crave to take care of another.

For the time being though, I keep my feelings to myself and let them rest in the music”